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International dance day

Today is April 29,2024, the international dance day!

I love dancing, though I am a quite awkward dancer. I just think it is a fantastic way to express myself without language.

Me at the ballet barre class. Photo was taken in 2018.
Yoga split. Photo was taken in 2016.

While aging, I lost my muscle and technique. However, I transfer my passion to watching dance dramas. My favorite play is “Giselle”, Svetlana Zakharova’ s “Giselle” is my all time favorite! Beauty, elegance, technique, musicality, Svetlana embodies perfection!

Perfection!

Space and time

Space and time, these are two philosophic concepts, which are so common that people often ignore their existence.

Physicists study substance in space and time, termed as theory of relativity.

Ecologists study species diversity in apace and time; Geneticists study genetic variation in space and time; Writers and artists create their work in the context of space and time.

Time is more abstract than space. One needs to apply some thinking ability to feel time.

How to stop time? Kissing. How to travel in time? Reading.

Eternal spring time. Sculpture by Rodin. I took this photo on April 16, 2023 at Art Institute of Chicago.

Math matters!

This morning, I happened to read this statement from a bunch of the most brilliant minds in our era —“Strong Math Foundations are Important for AI“. https://www.mathmatters.ai/

They strengthen the importance of math in AI. The math fundamentals, linear algebra, calculus, probability, play the key role in machine learning.

These tech gurus applaud the new Math curriculum in California’s public schools. https://senate.universityofcalifornia.edu/_files/committees/boars/documents/boarsacwphase1report-20240221.pdf?mc_cid=9de3e6e6f2&mc_eid=8f769d3245

They support the idea that teaching high school students “Fourier transform and least squares algorithms”.

So, who said AI can make our life easier? AI just accelerates the adaptive requirements of human beings to a higher level!

Natural wonder

I used to think, I had to travel far and wide to appreciate extraordinary scenery. Over the years, I found that’s a bad idea, because the real wonder exists surrounding me, everywhere in my life. I just need to train my eyes and sharpen my sensibility to discover, to capture the natural wonder, like an artist.

While others were appreciating the eclipse, I took a photo of the sun. That was the peak time of eclipse in my place, the spikes protruding from the sun formed a cross. At that moment, I felt I was so blessed. Amen!

“Cross” at the peak of eclipse. I took this photo at 3:10pm April 8, 2024.

Look, that’s a rainbow! I once sat in a dining room in Bar Harbour, the pianist came over to me and said, “I’ll be playing ‘Over the rainbow’ for you.” I was so flattered, and I had a wonderful evening that day. After I came back from the journey, whenever I saw rainbow images, I would think of that beautiful evening in that dining room.

Rainbow over the Stepan Center. I took this photo at 6:40pm October 6, 2023.

Not only the sun, the moon can also brighten the sky! I like the moonlight’s gentle glow, romantic, idyllic, poetic, and tranquil. Ancient Chinese wrote a lot beautiful poems about moon. They always associated moon with family and lovers. The other day, I was gazing at the full moon in the sky, I felt like I was a poet.

Full moon. I took this photo at 7:27pm March 7, 2023.

Worthless research, on a second thought

A few days ago, I published a blog about my view on anti-aging and cannabis research. https://mengmeng-lu.com/worthless-research/

In the mean time, I am fully aware of those opinions different from mine.

Germany just passed legislation to allow small amount of drug possession. Similar permission has already been legalized in some other EU countries, Thailand, Canada, and some states in the US.

“Existence is reasonable”? To some extent, it is.

Let me jot down some beneficial aspects of anti-aging and cannabis research.

First, such areas of research draw financial investment from private funding sources. Poor researchers rely on grants to survive and thrive. However, funding agencies can only supply a partition of the proposed projects. If some billionaires would like to invest scientific research, even though their aim is to live forever, the financial investment is still supportive to scientific personnel.

Second, beneficial results might come out from such research. Human desires drive scientific innovation. Studies on cannabis can lead to discovery of the physiological components, which can be used for medical treatment. It has huge pharmaceutical business chance!

Daffodil

I always say University of Notre Dame has a wonderful gardening team.

They set up flower arrangement in time, and the head gardener must have some certain knowledge of art, literature related to flower, trees, and woods.

Like today, I walked by the lake and spot this sight, which is exactly what William Wordsworth described in his poem.

How did William Wordsworth’s Daffodil look like? —- “A host of golden daffodils dance in the breeze beside the lake, beneath the tree…”

A host of golden daffodils. This photo was taken on March 30, 2024 by Saint Mary’s Lake in Notre Dame.

“Daffodils in the breeze beside the lake beneath the tree”. This photo was taken on March 30, 2024 by Saint Mary’s Lake in Notre Dame.

I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud 

By William Wordsworth

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o’er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
and twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretched in never-ending line
along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
in such a jocund company:
I gazed—and gazed—but little thought
what wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

Worthless research

Not all scientific studies are meaningful and worthwhile tax-payers’ dollars, like atomic bombs.

As a life science scholar, there are two areas of biological studies that I don’t want to be involved in.

One is anti-aging study. I don’t oppose disease treatment, I just think the idea of “being young forever” is greedy and ridiculous. We all have expiry day. That’s a fantastic concept to make human beings value their life and time. We live in the moment, for the past is gone and future is yet to come. When our time is up, “ash to ash dust to dust”, it is a natural phenomenon called metabolism for all the organisms in the earth. Humans are no exception.

The other is research on cannabis. I respect free wills and I do realize that recreational drugs can relieve mental health issues to some extent as well as being vital to patients under palliative care. However, the current cannabis studies are more like a grey zone which lack strict laws and regulations due to the various political policies in different regions. Private funding for cannabis focuses more on addiction than the medicinal aspect. I don’t feel at ease to perform such study for now.

Science and technology are double-edged swords.

World Theatre Day

Today is March 27, 2024, the World Theatre Day.

Theatre is a place to make dreams, comedy or tragedy. Ancient greeks think every citizen should witness a tragedy so they can consider their moral life more seriously. This idea still stands true today!

In the Auditorium Theatre in Chicago, the upper-bound of stage is decorated by an arc painting which displays a mortal’s life from birth to death. What a inspirational and touching design! Every audience might connect their real life in one way or another to the drama. What’s the meaning of life? How to spend your life without wasting time and energy?

I always think the procedures of producing a play must be as difficult as to begin a startup, as the producer of the play must organize a lot of personnels, including directors, playwrights, and actors, but it is fun to watch their final output.

I prefer dance dramas specially to other genres. Actions speak louder than words.

Auditorium theatre in Chicago. This photo was taken on April 16, 2023. The arc painting depicts a mortal’s life from birth to death.
Performance of American ballet theatre in Auditorium theatre, Chicago on April 16, 2023.

Once upon a time…

Last year, I indulged myself a trip to Bar Harbour by Atlantic coast. That was early May, the weather was still chilly with intermittent storms. Walking by the seaside was not quite joyful until I found this charming dining room.

This room is situated in the seafront. Their window seats are the perfect spot to watch sunset. A pianist came in every afternoon to perform.

Sunset by the sea plus beautiful piano music, what else can I expect?

That moment was a forever summer time to me.

“That’s all I ask of you…” I took this video using my phone on April 26, 2023 in the Reading Room, Bar Harbour. This moment was my forever fond memory.

Bioeconomy

“Bioeconomy, biotechnology, multi-million dollar business”, these are three phrases frequently talked during my stay at PAG earlier this year.

Since the internet revolution in 1990s, people are in dire need of a new technology revolution, which is supposed to change our life and work style.

When everyone focuses on AI and ChatGPT, gene editing technology suddenly takes on headline news. GMO crops are not something new, this time, we are confronted with gene engineering medicine!

  1. On December 8, 2023, FDA approved gene therapy for treatment of sickle cell disease.
  2. On Feb. 15, 2024, two RNA-editing therapies have gained approval for clinical trials.

As Nature news just reported, “a new wave of gene editors heads for clinical trials”. Without extensive public attention, gene editing medicine have entered in our lives.

As I am writing this blog, Nature news is reporting, “engineered immune cells enters US trials for first time”.

This is the first time in history, human bodies are “edited”. For good or for bad, era of gene-engineering medicine has come!